Thursday, February 05, 2004

NO FEAR
...i fear the unknown
...i fear home invasion
...i fear falling asleep
...i fear loosing a child
...i fear medical bills
...i fear the dark
...i fear evil

i can't sleep since the night our truck was stolen. i'm not upset about our truck--it is just the invasion of my sense of safety. we lock our doors, windows, alarm our stuff--and think we are safe. andy wants to alarm our house so i feel safe again but i know that all of this creates a false sense of security in my head. i want to have no fear, i want to rest assured that my Father loves me so deeply-not that He will protect me from bad things happening-but bigger than that, He will never change and I can be secure in His love and plan for me. i needed to write down these fears that i am feeling so i can close my eyes tonight and experience peace. good night!